i'm farah nabilah.
i am the life that you adore.
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• i need to watch transformers: revenge of the fallen.
• e!news should ban jon & kate news; like they banned speidi news.
• no extended holidaze.
• i watched some dvd's. mall cop, big stan, death race, the day the earth stood still and from hell.
• what i'll be missing due to the prelims: anberlin @ baybeats and lady gaga. i'm miserable.
• out of the sixteen days of holiday we had; i managed to stay at home for seven days! i completed all my homework, so. i feel accomplished.
• ayeshah mirzha was on the new paper, june 15!
• rafael nadal reminds me of josh groban? speaking of josh groban, shia labeouf seems a tad obsessed with him.
• farrah fawcett's death was totally overshadowed by mj's?
• albums i downloaded: taking back sunday's new again! everyone, check it!
• albums i need to download: all time low's nothing personal and rob thomas' cradle song.

a tribute to the king of pop//x
heroes get remembered, legends never die.

"if you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with." - michael jackson.

"the meaning of life is contained in every single expression of life. it is present in the infinity of forms and phenomena that exist in all of creation." - michael jackson.

michael jackson was perhaps one of the most misunderstood and loved souls of this world. our generation has been lucky to witness the meteoric rise of a truly talented and one-of-a-kind artist. many have come and gone, but michael jackson will always remain the undisputed king of pop.

forget the media circus that surrounded him, forget all the negative press. at the end of the day, this single man has contributed more to music than thousands put together. he revitalized pop, transcended fads and fashion, and remained an icon for decades. he holds the record for having the best selling album of all time, a feat that hundreds of thousands of people have never come close to beating. his dance moves were mimicked but never matched. his music videos revolutionized the concept of mixing music with movement and video to what we know it to be today. any single man who can rise to such heights is to be respected and admired, if not for his talents, then for his accomplishments as an artist.

as a testament to how truly remarkable his achievements are, one only needs to walk out of one's home and ask anybody on the streets, anywhere in the world, if they have heard of michael jackson. he joins legends like elvis presley and and the beatles in the valhalla of the music world.

this world never seemed to have brought mj much peace, from his difficult childhood to his troubled trials. now he has transcended it, and will be immortalized in the hearts, souls and minds of all the lives he has touched for the rest of human history. it is the least he deserves for all his accomplishments that have shaped not just the music world but the entertainment industry to what it is today.

michael jackson: a true icon and legend of our time. RIP MJ.

"you would have thought the clubs would play nothing but michael; and you'd be mistaken." - suckyfucky.

• ALIEN SEX // VAMPIRE AIDS.
  i'm convinced that my mind is proper corrupted.
• global flu influenza. influenza A (H1N1). i don't get the hype. i'm completely uninterested 'cause everyone knows that cool kids can't die; and i'm definitely a cool kid. syke.
• mid-year exams = over. i'm thrilled.
  english: fine
  higher malay: proper ease.
  chemistry: completely linear.
  biology: managable.
  e.math: ease.
  a.math: wtf x100
  literature: wtf x100000
  social studies: (Y)
  history: (Y)
• i just downloaded green day's 21st century breakdown! thanks, michael.
• lol. dan auditioned for anugerah. he seems to be doing really well ;]!x
• BOYS CALL ME SEXY AND I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY ;]!x
  PCD; live in singapore. i was completely thrilled 'till shasha reminded me that i don't even like PCD.
• jeremy ong. i miss you. i miss how much we used to talk.
• i need something new to listen to. i've been listenin' to the same ol' stuff and i'm startin' to get really sick of it. suggest a band?
• i had been having proper weird dreams/nightmares lately. take monday night, for example. i dreamt that the hulk was the lead singer of a band; and saturday night, the party with greg. that was proper strange!
• omfgz. i just downloaded the 'sup' part of 17 again. lololol.
• angels and demons, thursday. it was proper angular! ewan mcgregor's in the movie, so that makes it completely rad. almost disappointing that he turned out to be bad. he was one of the illuminati. it was crazy. the plot was proper gnar.
• adam lambert and kris allen got into the finals! imho, gokey deserved the spot more than kris but.
  
• omgz. i watched the first episode of greek again, last night. proper hilarious like. funny how the season ended so quickly.
  casey: do you want me to become a social piranha?
  rusty: pariah.
  casey: what? i don't know what you're saying.
  rusty: pariah, social pariah! how did you think it was piranha?
  casey: nobody wants to hang out with a piranha!
• e-learning fails, just as.
• cut//cut//cut.
  
  
  ( excessive male sexuality )

• hanna beth for bc. thanks, paul. how much cooler can we get.
• we did the legacy cip shit at east coast beach just now, after IR.
• i wanna see a circumzenithal arc!!x
• zui suicide's on PHNBFF. lol @ that.
• adam hates strawberry-flavoured stuff. i never knew that.
• lions are colourblind.
• i realized that the song adam lambert sung was mad world; therefore, it's pretty mortifying that i've been singin' it's a bad bad world in school for the past few days. wtf.

• last session of infocomm club.
• highlight of the week: definitely sports' day.
• discussin' with tiffany what to write for my english composition//
  Picture perfect says:
  Or. you can say like you go pulau ubin to escape from the busy city
  got mosquito attack? in da mangroves
  and you took awesome photographs of rare migratory birds
  farah nabilah™ says:
  lol. shit. there's a moisquito in my room. GUTTED.
• good friday (Y)
• tiffany is proper cute//image removed due to death threats from tiffany.
• i ♥ you, f-list.

NEW MOON: OUT 3RD DECEMBER <3!!x

survey from natasha//x
onehundredtruths!

001. real name → farah nabilah.
002. nickname(s) → farah. ara.
004. zodiac sign → leo.
005. male or female → unisex...syke! female, evidently.
006. elementary → coral primary school.
007. middle school → tanjong katong girls' school.
008. high school → hopefully and most likely: raffles junior college.
010. hair color → brown-ish.
011. long or short → long-ish.
012. loud or quiet → loud, if i know you well. quiet, if i don't.
013. sweats or jeans → jeans.
014. phone or camera → camera.
015. health freak → hell, no.
016. drink or smoke? → neither.
017. do you have a crush on someone? yes.
018. eat or drink → both!
019. piercings → one pair; ears.
020. tattoos → no.
 

LAST NIGHT//
RJA WAS EPIC.
THE CROWD WAS CRAZY.
THE CIRCLE PIT WAS STELLAR.

your mouth; it moves but fails to speak.

you'll play the love;
and baby, i'll play the lead
so strike a pose and fake a smile;
you're coming with me

quotes of 2008//x

joshua: eh? where's farah?
hildy: i don't know whether she's coming or not.
joshua: maybe she got friday prayers.
qian wei: eh? i thought only malay boys got friday prayers?
*everyone, except qi jing, laughs*
qi jing: huh? what? what? what you all talking?
*julianna repeated everything for her*
qi jing: oh...eh? today friday meh?
everyone: *started laughing even harder* wahs! you even worse!
qi jing: huh? today what day?
qi jing: *checks phone for calendar* today tuesday what. why you all say friday?

"i'm diggy" - farah; instead of giddy.

"oh my god, no more lunches." - teshura; on hearing that i'll be in remedial.

"aren't you gonna ask what's funny?" - tiara; after laughing.

farah: a girl can dream.
amirah: a girl can dream but she can't lie.

"how many pairs of shoes you bringing tomorrow?" - dewi.

"ever heard of jack & the beansprout?" - farah; forgetting that it's beanstalk.

"jack and i are going to have sex; if anyone wants to join us hit us up. uh, oh. i see some parents in the back there like 'oh hell naww' but ya' know what? everyone has a little sexual side to them. even your parents. afterall…they did make you." – alex gaskarth.

"but we're goodlooking" - adam; when sara said that we're mean.

adam: what the f*** is wrong with the motherf***king goddamn radio?
farah: you forgot to turn on the switch, duh.

"the sand near your house very nice." - hyder; he was speaking of white sands shopping centre.

"oh gosh my best friend's gone loco." - natasha kwek.

"we need you in madrasah lah! it's so pathetic only the three of us. even luqman quit!" - aisyah mariah.

"going skating later?" - owen; uh i don't skate, duh

"i better than me." - hyder.

"we're cool just like that." - kyle.

"my acting skills are damn good, you know." - ayesha solehan.

"i could have just been your future cousin in law." - ayesha solehan.

"i'm not there yet, but i'm here." - dewi.

"are we on higher ground? 'cause everyone else seems shorter." - farah.

"the last time i took the skytrain, i fell down and my specs broke." - adam.

"yes, i'm scared; and i'm not poor! i'm middle-class!" - timmy turner.

"what's the chemical formula for crucible?" - farah.

kanchana: you taking the bus?
farah: i'm on the bus.

"can't spell stud without std." – alex gaskarth.

"farah, you're ridiculous." - elsa.

farah: you're scared.
teshura: bitch.
farah: you're scared.
teshura: bitch.
farah: you're scared.
teshura: bitch.
farah: you're scared.
teshura: do you realise that by calling you a bitch, i'm accepting that you said i was scared?
farah: huh? what?
teshura: do you realise that by calling you a bitch, i'm accepting that you said i was scared?
farah: oh!

"either we've got a lot of chicken stuck in our teeth or mr sng has ultra-smell." - sharifah aishah.

"farah! why's your finger so...furry?" - si jia ; i had a fabric band-aid on my finger.

"i thought i saw a naked man." - mrs tan; during biology remedial.

"is mineral water transparent?" - marcus.

"i think it should be: farah nabilah, drama queen of tkgs" - tiffany.

"hi farah. what's your name?" - zachary.

ayeshah: are you puasa-ing today?
farah: yea, i am. you asked me that already just now!
ayeshah: i asked you yesterday!

farah: it's fun. he's a celeb.
amirah: and you're a video girl.

"i'm so overjoyed i get to talk to you again." - amirah.

"majulah farah." - deborah.

farah: did you see our class performance?
kanchana: i was at the big tree.
farah: did you see diyana's cute ponytails?
kanchana: i was at the big tree!
farah: did you watch the parade?
kanchana: i was at the big tree!

farah: oh my god, why did you push me?
kanchana: no, i don't push people.
farah: then why did i lose my balance?
kanchana: you should be asking yourself that.

"farah...always giving wrong information." - mrs chan.

"i thought a mosh pit was a pit." - steph.

"it takes great skill (to be able to stand you)." - arra.

bella: i lie all the time.
edward: yes, but you're such a bad liar that it doesn't really count. nobody believes you.

"what is a womanizer?" - hannah.

sharifah: i think there will be a camp rock 2. i bet they'll kiss.
farah: yea. no, they should have sex.

''tragedy has struck...we're out of peanut butter.'' – alex gaskarth.

the end.

we keep the party jumpin'
you know the system's bangin'
and we rock it like what?

i feel moderately uncomfortable around them now that i know that they've been sayin' shit about me.

natasha; you know what i'm talkin' about, yes.

"well, best friends hold hands and beat people up; so it's pretty much a party as long as you got the hookers, i got the weed." - ethan.

"i love sleep. my life has a tendency to fall apart when i'm awake" - unknown.

+ the myspace kids are pissin' me off D:

you can't see lies when lights are off

our only mistake was breakin' the goddamn tv.

"always remember you're unique – just like everyone else" – hiddenbull.

• the red jumpsuit apparatus is comin' to singapore, march 10. omgz. it's angular how they're bringin' in all the awesome musicians. eg. jason mraz, the prodigy, parkway drive, kaiser chiefs and others
• i'm not allowed to attend the fall out boy concert; so basically, i'm distraught. i need to see hey monday like.
• i know i haven't been updatin' much but things have been great so far.
• pulau semakau was impressive.
• jack and rai and for this cycle will be on live 'n' loaded this tuesday. i love the show.

• CCA promotion day, saturday. proper fun. i made the souvenirs. left halfway to watch the choir performance. met dewi and suhaila; headed to the studio to watch the string ensemble, drama and dance performances.
  
  
  
  
  ( a few more pictures )
  
  summary of the week:
• friday was a fiasco. chemistry spa was a nightmare. the zinc squirted everywhere when i added the acid. biology spa, i was lost; so faidah and i were just sittin' and starin' at the yeast. went to marina square after school.
• infocomm club was awesome; on thursday. we are doin' photoshop now.
• i love xiao jiao.
  
• had e.math and a.math CA, wednesday. a.math ca = epic fail.
• clarence has stomach cancer D:
• B4 for my malay o's. all my best friends got A1s. wtf.

whoa. life's been proper hectic; so here's a quick update.

• the class party was proper angular! dee and thahira pole danced. lol. awesome food; and i sat on my index finger by accident while playin' musical chairs, so it's proper swolen. ew.
• megan's an awesome dancer.
• si jia is too strong.
• alex looks like utt.
• ran into adam yesterday. he was so mad D:
• i'm the assistant treasurer!
• hey monday is coming. omgz.
• the medic droid broke up.

happy new year!

2008 has come to an end. the year was a disaster; a year i didn't need; prolly worse than 2003. sure, it was memorable at times; but majortiy of the time: linear. i had met a whole lot of amazing people this year; some i'd never forget. bottomline: i'm grateful for all the friends that i have and the ones who stood by me throughout all the shit.

2008 may be over but i'll keep doin' what i do best 'cause twenty-oh-nine's gonna be a bitch of ride with the o'levels and shit.

new year's resolutions!

• study; and do well in school.
• get organized.
• L1R5 = 6 or less, please.
• quit acting impulsively.
• manage my time well.
• be less whiny .
• get fit/work out/lose weight.
• do my homework.
• save money; manage money well - don't splurge too much.
• quit being jealous and all-around stupid.
• reduce cursing to an academic minimum.
• react to unpleasant situations with a smile.
• be humble.
• go to less gigs/house parties.
• quit suggestin' - ironically/sarcastically - that i might be homosexual.
• surround myself with more positive people.
• keep my room clean.
• keep in touch with everybody.
• quit being an asshole.
• don't bottle things up.
• be more understanding.
• be less of a bitch. be nice.

weekend was exhilariatin'. i'm proper beat. kicked back at the basement of mpcl, saturday afternoon. went to the airport. dropped by candy empire and bought a lot of candy and chocolates. evidently delicious. went to suntec city and marina square, sunday evening. proper angular. saw a lot of rad shiz. got me some stuff too. on the way back, like while walkin' towards the train station, i saw a guy who was blindfolded. omgz. haha. it was straight-up hilarious 'cause i think he was blindfolded with maskin' tape over his specs. the weekend was rowdy, anyways. btw, i can't view my hotmail in mozilla firefox. anyone know what's the problem? it ranks that i have to go on internet explorer just to check my emails. ugh. i'm out.

edit//
i just realized that i have a picture of luke worrell nekkid. haha.

i miss you all the time
and i know you kinda like it