“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.” ― Sigmund Freud.

1. Try really hard at school.
2. Make time for people.
3. Study hard & get good grades.
4. Achieve a minimum University Admission Score of 85 for the A'Levels.
5. Figure out my priorities.
6. Try not to be late for classes.
7. Lose a minimum of 7 kilogrammes.
8. Be a good person.
9. Get closer to God.
10. Write more.
11. Make better decisions.
12. Spend less & save more.
13. Don't bite my nails.

I wander into the spaces
far from the troubles that fill my mind.
An escape —
but not all who wander are lost.

You don't mean a thing to me —
like the lost pages of a book unread.

Inadequacy & incertitude ⎯ Incompetence, you’ve made yourself apparent. I don't know how to feel or where I stand. All I do know is that I'll do whatever it takes so see you at the top 'cause that's where I'm headed.